Prepare For Performance

I have to perform duet playing in October. Feel so stressful because this is the 1st time I am going to perform duet for piano. lolz.. My student as well will be performing on the same day too. Sigh. It makes me more suffering because she is my 1st student who will be performing in the concert. I have to make sure she can plays well in the concert! Hopefully both of us can play successfully.

Confius??

Sigh! I am still not sure for my career yet. I was thought to be a chef but family is disagree with it. Especially, my sister who as a manager in hotel restaurant doesn't encourage me to be in hotel line. I'm a person that love to cook and bake so much! But then, my family is still discourage me to take the chef course. Sigh! However, I am still have another choice at here which is to become a full-time piano teacher. This is because i have already finish the courses and could teach people now. Play piano is still one of my favourite hobbies besides cooking. Unfortunately, my family again don't want me to take this as a full-time job. They want me to furthermore my studies first. Yeah. I can understand this but it is really hard for me to continue form 6. I am so worry for my form 6. Even though, it is not my actual decision to do form 6 but I'll still study hard for it to go to University at least. This is because my family hope that I can graduate in University one day. My parents are already old enough to worry about me, so, I should not make them disappointed anymore.

MUET

I am so worry for my MUET. Sigh! It is really difficult for me because my English is very bad. That's why I'm trying to improve my English Language with speaking more to people. My MUET teacher is very helpful and kind. She is a very patience woman and we, the students wouldn't feel hesitated at all when asking questions. The MUET is divided into a few sections. One of it would be the speaking section. I'll surely fail in this section because i do not have the confident to speak in front of everyone, plus, i can't think any points for the questions given. The time given is limited. Sigh!

Unforgetable Moment

My mum was admitted to the hospital before Chinese New Year. It is because she was unable to breath and her both legs became swollen which are the symptoms of heart attack. I can still remember that incident was happened on Saturday at 12am. She was rushed to the hospital by ambulance and hardly breath until the doctors reached the emergency ward. She was nearly gone but thank god! She was safe but also unconscious at the same time. My dad, brother, sister and I have been in the hospital from 12.15am-6.30am. I was really tired but can't even sleep at all! Mum was still in risky condition. Then, she was discharged after 10 days staying in hospital. After 3 months, she went for angio-plasmic. I've got to be tough and mature in handling some situations. It is because my brother and sister are busy working. I have to take care of my dad and especially mum. My both parents also having eye cataract. Mum is so unlucky this year. She was so busy in and out at the hospital. Sigh! During mum recovering that time, my dad is the next one busy in hospital too. lolz! Cuz he needs to do eye operation. Again, I'm the one who brought him to the hospital because he doesn't understand Malay or English well. So, i need to settle all his eye operation thingy. Alright, after my dad's case, mum's turn to go for eye operation in July after recovering from angio-plasmic operation. Anyways, my both parents are healthy now.

First Results!

Sigh! i did badly in my form 6 1st exam...so disappointed!! The best part is some of the questions did not teach by the teachers before...grrrrrr!! They only realised it after marking all our papers..issssh!!! Do not know what to do to increase my marks??!...because i have already done so many revisions for the subjects.. However, our teachers keep telling us that this is our first time exam and do not have to worry..bla..bla..Yeah...we know..but...sigh! Anyways, I've got to be more hardworking to prepare for the coming exam in October later. Hopefully, i can improve my subjects. The most subject which I'm so worry is accounts. Grrr! However, there are some experts in accounts who really help me a lot. Thank you!