My Diary

Hi, everyone! I'm back!

2010-11-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

woohoo....finally have time to share my diary with you all today.

i'm happy with my life now...work as MRC kindergarten teacher and also piano teacher.

spend time with the kids makes me enjoy more in my life. they are cute and simple minded.

of course i have stress too when they are naughty but these are healthy stress to me..haha! i dunno why..but i really like kids.. i'm very sorry that i didn't update my blog for a long time because i'm quite busy with my job. i don't even have time to meet my friends..i miss you all a lot! for those who were invited me to their party...i apologise here again bcuz didn't make it...again,thanks for your invitation. besides, i also busy with the MRC training and music concerts. it really makes me headache but fun and enjoyable at the same time. hehe! i'll try my best to update the blog as much as i can. goodnite everyone!

Very sad!!

2009-10-01T20:52:00.005+08:00

Seriously, i'm really unhappy today after doing my exam paper. I have the feeling to cry out loudly but didnt do at last. Because this dissapoinment will make me to have the courage to study more. It is my fault that i didn't prepare well for my exam because i was too concentrate on my work and i even did another part time job besides teaching on the 3 days before the exam day. I have too many things to worry here and i couldn't tell out. My parents decided to let me work because they trusted me that i could do well in studies at the same time and now i have alrealy make them dissapointed. However, they do not know the results yet. After all, I want to prove that their decision on me is correct and i'll show them the best of my STPM results.

Happy day!

2009-08-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

I'm really happy in this few days. First of all, i have already done my PA presentation. Yay! Oh...you won't know how stressful am I... i didn't sleep for the whole night juz because i' too worry about it and re-do my assignment again to do the best. The pressure is there, keep disturbing my mind. It's becuz my PA teacher is too SCARY! However, i did a good job for my presentation and she praised me, thank god! Hehe...Another thing make me happy is becuz my first student get a distinction for his piano exam. Aww...i feel so surprise and the sactisfaction is there. Now, only i understand the feeling of a teacher when the student get good result. Lastly, i'll have a week of holiday starting from tomorrow. At least, i can relax a bit. But still have to study. The holidays is actually meant for student to do revision for the coming trial exam. but dunno...i would still happy cuz i can study on my own and don't have to go to school. lolz.

Hmmmm.....

2009-07-18T21:58:00.005+08:00

Sigh! Results were not so good....have to be double hardworking..so worry for my coming trial exam..gosh! my accounts subject!! fuhh! To me, it is very difficult until I'm going to hit myself to the wall..maybe i don't have the basics in form 4 and 5?? sigh..I have no idea...

Oh, yeah! sorry...yoke kuan..quite busy in last few months and i didn't have time to update my blog...i know it is already full of spider webs...haha! Anyway, thanx for viewing my blog all the time.

Arghh!...2009 is my busy year...

2009-03-21T16:08:00.003+08:00

Monday and Sunday=teach school tuisyen
tuesday, friday and saturday = teach music class
wednesday and friday= go tuisyen class
thursday=only my off day...not even free...need to stay back at school....

Friday is the most tiring day actually. Finish school at 12.30pm, then rush to tuisyen centre for the 1.30pm- 3.30pm class. Later at 4.30pm, I have to go to the music school and do teaching
until 9.30pm and reach home at 10pm (sometimes late than that).

This year is really tough for me....prepare for STPM exam and take seriously of my current job at the same time.

It is really tired for me...but i do not have other choices. Anyway, it is part of growing up...got to be mature and work harder.

Gambateh, LYL!

Busy in this month....

2008-12-08T15:05:00.005+08:00

Sigh! I'm busy doing music class replacement in this month. Everyone is going back to hometown. I'm learning violin now and have to be really hardworking to work for it. Besides violin, I'm trying hard to prepare for my piano diploma ( ATCL ) test. Started tuition too. No time to hang out with friends. School is going to reopen in next month. Have to start school life again...sigh...headache!

Christmas Gifts

2008-12-08T14:56:00.003+08:00

Christmas is coming.... So, I've bought some cute key chain for my music students today. Then, I also bought many kind of chocolates, sweets and biscuits to give them. Hope they like it.

Went to Segi College.....

2008-12-08T14:32:00.003+08:00

On the 3rd of December, I went to Segi College which is in Subang Jaya. The concert started at 8pm. There was a girl singing in soprano pitch with the piano accompaniment by my piano teacher, Euney. So, she was telling me to become her page turner..and Of course, I promised her! Lolz... because I have the chance to sit beside her during live performance for the 1st time and feel so proud! She is so perfect and really a great pianist. Wish to be like her one day... she was so calm , so steady, and like a professional pianist. Yeah....I think she played 6 songs. Besides, there were some guests performance for the instruments like er hu, yang qin and others.

Music Concert

2008-11-12T20:14:00.006+08:00

The concert was held on the 2nd of November. Sorry for the late posting about my concert, Sofia. At first, there were 10 students performed their major instruments which are the piano and violin. Then, 3 of the senior teachers were commented on students' performances. For the teachers recital, , I and the other teacher called Grace, were performed a piano duet piece which is the Marche Militaire by Schubert. Next, the duet performance again by violinist and guitarist. Then, some solo performance by other teachers. Everything was fine and my student performed very well. Lolz! She had good comments for her performance. I was so happy for her.

Miss my classmates....

2008-11-12T19:05:00.005+08:00

School holidays starting next week. I miss my classmates so much! They are really good to me. Everyone of them is busy working and study at the same time. They have different family background which makes them more hardworking in earning money and study of course! However, nobody knows it. Anyway, we have already finish our syllabus for this year. So, we have some free time to enjoy and share our problems before school holidays. They can't hang out during holidays because busy working. Sigh! Some of them might stop study because need to support for their family expenses. Miss them so much!!

SAD....sob...sob..

2008-10-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

I feel so sad when my piano teacher said she will stop teaching music in April 2009. Sigh! I should be happy for her because she is gonna get married in next year. But because of that, she has to stop for her career. I know I'm so selfish to said that...but then, I miss her so much!! She had teaching me for 12 years and I really love her like loving my family. Sob...sob... She gave a lot of encouragement to me to become a better person neither for my studies and current part-time music teacher now.

However, I have a her picture here. She went for music college in London. It is good to have that experience. Muackzzz!!

Tagged

2008-10-17T22:55:00.006+08:00

If it was the last night on earth with your past, what would you do?

Apologise to the person I hurt.

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

Get rich.

Who do you love most?

My family and MYSELF, of course!

What would you do with a billion dollars?

Furthermore my studies and enjoy with parents in better environment.

Pretty but fat/Ugly but slim, which one would you prefer?

Both?? lolz..

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Being loved by someone.

Is there anyone that you've waited and how did it last?

Ehmm...not really wait...actually... oops! nothing..nothing...lolz! Nobody also..thus, no starting and no ending.

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Can be friends.

If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?

I prefer to see people do acting.

Will you invite for ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?

Maybe..depends on them.

How would you see yourself in ten years time?

P.H.D Graduated and a successful pianist.

What's your fear?

Insects!! and no money...

Metaphorically speaking, what are the 4 things that keep you alive until now?

FOOD!! lolz...parents, money, and my cute music students.

Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

Single and rich.

What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

OFF my ALARM and back to sleep ~~lolz!

What kinda girlfriend/boyfriend do you think you are?

I do not have the experience yet. Still single...sob..sob..

If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

The one who love me more than I love him.

Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

No.

Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

Anything.

Exam - MUET~~

2008-10-16T22:33:00.003+08:00

I just came back from teaching piano. Sigh! Tomorrow will be my first exam day start off with English test. Still on holidays mood. Lolz! Hopefully i can finish the exam successfully. Oh yeah!..I have to do some revision first before go to sleep. Wish me good luck! :XD

Form 6

2008-10-15T20:25:00.006+08:00

Ermmm.....this is...?? Lolz!

Kompleks Mahkamah Kuala Lumpur

Me and my classmates.

Hui Nee, Me and Ai Yee

Cheers...

Hui Nee and I

Chee Mun and I

Me, Yi Yan, Hui Nee, Pey Shen and Alice

Yi Yan and I

Muahaha! I went for a trip to parliment and mahkamah yeasterday. All of us quite enjoy the trip but then it was quite hot and sunny. Many of us were sweating..These are the pictures.

Holidays Gonna End!

2008-10-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

Grrr!! Why our holidays so fast end??? Gosshh! It is already a week for holidays actually. Muahahah! But i do not have enough fun yet.. Oh no!! I have piles of homework on my table now. Issssh!!! Have to finish it before start school ... sob..sob.. it is already 12.38am now..but I'm still moping the floor...haha..weird rite?? and also cleaning my room. Sigh! Dunno why i do not have the mood to do my homework....Dreaming...ZZZZZ...Even though, today is already Sunday..but then i still miss my friends...Sob..sob. I want to see them again!!!!! Sigh! Later early at 7am, i have to cook breakfast for brother to bring to his office. Then, go to bank to pay money. It would be better for me to sleep now. Alright! Got to go now! Sweet nightmares.....muahahaha...Cioazzzz!! ZZzzzzzz!

BBQ Party!

2008-10-02T22:30:00.002+08:00

Wow! I was so happy yesterday!! BBQ party was held at my house on last Wednesday. Unfortunately, it was in the afternoon at 1pm. Lolz.. But it was not that sunny..the weather was quite ok...not to hot..not to cold..yeah. Ehm..I have invited my ex-schoolmates and my current classmates too. They were really enjoyed the foods and had a great time! We have meesiam, yam cake, mashed potatoes with bacon and cheese, cream cheese spaghetti, Caesar's salad, nuggets and hash brown too! Whereas, we have pork, fillet, fishes, corn, tom yam seafood, and others. Oh yeah!! We also prepared a birthday cake for Yoke Kuan to give her a surprise!! Lolz.. She is still as young as last time! Wakaka..

Here, I feel so grateful and want to say thank you to both of my friends came early in the morning to help me prepare for the party. Thanks to Pui Ling and Alice! Muackzzz!! Besides, thanks to the others for coming to my party!Liz, yk and ern yee were at my house until 9pm. Lolz! Four of us were chatting non-stop! They had dinner at my house too. Then, Liz fetched them go home.

I really miss you guys so much!!! Hope you guys were really have a great time at my party!

me and yoke kuan

weeli, sathesan, sasillan and calvin

pey shyen, calvin and sook ting

yoke kuan, me and ern yee

3 of them again...lolz!

Yoke kuan's birthday cake

Liz, tham, dino, me, yk and ern yee

My beloved classmates!

Ai yee and sook ting

Liz, tham and dino

ex-schoolmates!

Leevanea, me and sathesan

Prepare For Performance

2008-09-14T09:23:00.000+08:00

I have to perform duet playing in October. Feel so stressful because this is the 1st time I am going to perform duet for piano. lolz.. My student as well will be performing on the same day too. Sigh. It makes me more suffering because she is my 1st student who will be performing in the concert. I have to make sure she can plays well in the concert! Hopefully both of us can play successfully.

Confius??

2008-09-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

Sigh! I am still not sure for my career yet. I was thought to be a chef but family is disagree with it. Especially, my sister who as a manager in hotel restaurant doesn't encourage me to be in hotel line. I'm a person that love to cook and bake so much! But then, my family is still discourage me to take the chef course. Sigh! However, I am still have another choice at here which is to become a full-time piano teacher. This is because i have already finish the courses and could teach people now. Play piano is still one of my favourite hobbies besides cooking. Unfortunately, my family again don't want me to take this as a full-time job. They want me to furthermore my studies first. Yeah. I can understand this but it is really hard for me to continue form 6. I am so worry for my form 6. Even though, it is not my actual decision to do form 6 but I'll still study hard for it to go to University at least. This is because my family hope that I can graduate in University one day. My parents are already old enough to worry about me, so, I should not make them disappointed anymore.

MUET

2008-09-03T10:15:00.000+08:00

I am so worry for my MUET. Sigh! It is really difficult for me because my English is very bad. That's why I'm trying to improve my English Language with speaking more to people. My MUET teacher is very helpful and kind. She is a very patience woman and we, the students wouldn't feel hesitated at all when asking questions. The MUET is divided into a few sections. One of it would be the speaking section. I'll surely fail in this section because i do not have the confident to speak in front of everyone, plus, i can't think any points for the questions given. The time given is limited. Sigh!

Unforgetable Moment

2008-09-03T01:56:00.000+08:00

My mum was admitted to the hospital before Chinese New Year. It is because she was unable to breath and her both legs became swollen which are the symptoms of heart attack. I can still remember that incident was happened on Saturday at 12am. She was rushed to the hospital by ambulance and hardly breath until the doctors reached the emergency ward. She was nearly gone but thank god! She was safe but also unconscious at the same time. My dad, brother, sister and I have been in the hospital from 12.15am-6.30am. I was really tired but can't even sleep at all! Mum was still in risky condition. Then, she was discharged after 10 days staying in hospital. After 3 months, she went for angio-plasmic. I've got to be tough and mature in handling some situations. It is because my brother and sister are busy working. I have to take care of my dad and especially mum. My both parents also having eye cataract. Mum is so unlucky this year. She was so busy in and out at the hospital. Sigh! During mum recovering that time, my dad is the next one busy in hospital too. lolz! Cuz he needs to do eye operation. Again, I'm the one who brought him to the hospital because he doesn't understand Malay or English well. So, i need to settle all his eye operation thingy. Alright, after my dad's case, mum's turn to go for eye operation in July after recovering from angio-plasmic operation. Anyways, my both parents are healthy now.

First Results!

2008-09-03T01:13:00.000+08:00

Sigh! i did badly in my form 6 1st exam...so disappointed!! The best part is some of the questions did not teach by the teachers before...grrrrrr!! They only realised it after marking all our papers..issssh!!! Do not know what to do to increase my marks??!...because i have already done so many revisions for the subjects.. However, our teachers keep telling us that this is our first time exam and do not have to worry..bla..bla..Yeah...we know..but...sigh! Anyways, I've got to be more hardworking to prepare for the coming exam in October later. Hopefully, i can improve my subjects. The most subject which I'm so worry is accounts. Grrr! However, there are some experts in accounts who really help me a lot. Thank you!